Inside I'm screaming 'I love you'

Monday, April 04, 2005

PTM TODAY! It turned out to be better than I've expected though! Great! I'm happier now, the burden's gone! Ms Sek was crapping all the way. Saying all kinda of rubbish afterall, "Glynis, you gotta study harder so it wouldn't be so tough for you during mids & fins." Yeah, yeah, I know. Okay, craps. Whatever shits. I know I gotta study. Sighs.

School was a little better after lessons. Darling & the rest made me really happy though. Except some bitches who tried to tear us up. Okay, whatever things. Darling & I has got great acting skills! :D She knows what I mean lah. Darling & I has got great plans anyway! Bestie(Chanel's new name!) & I were slacking in art room for almost the whole day! But we had plenty fun. Darling went home around 6.30pm 'cos she has got a terrible headache after playing basketball. & I've finally finished my sculpture! :D Heh! Hilda helped me quite alot though! Thanks! :D I helped Darling alittle though. Hers is like totally.. helpless. Heh. But I've tried helping her. My dearest, I love you! :D She's so cute. Chocolates for Darling again tmr. Tsktsk. A damn chocoholic one! Oh! & i managed to text buddy a little today! She was having leatures in SRJC! Which is opposite serene & yet's place! hah! OH! I miss her lah. :D

I've decided. I shall walk this path all alone since no one wanna walk with me. I know it's tough. This is the path where I'd fall & stand up again & again. I understand, I know. I gotta bring myself through again. I'll fall, I'll stand up once again. I live my life for the sake of myself, not for someone who ain't worth it. RIGHT? :D Just some dumb thoughts lah.

I think I'm really weird today. This minute I'm scolding & crying like fuck, the next, I'm happily dancing around the house. Right..

I'm out of here. Spelling tmr by Ms sek. GRRRR.

So deep that I didn't even bleed, catch me!
So deep that I didn't even scream, fuck me!

; stick with you